I've been pondering the core of where my belief in Christianity comes from recently - not so much what do I believe, but why do i believe it? Below is an excerpt of free writing from my journal on Easter Sunday as I thought about this, with a couple minor edits for clarity sake.
I am a Christian.
And I am a Christian because I believe.
The Bible tells me that
whoever believes in Christ as Savior will have eternal life. I believe this.
But why?The short answer is that I don't know
why I believe. The Bible is full of things that I say I ascribe to and accept... much of which I don't understand or am even aware of. But yet I do believe.
It's not a matter of questioning what I believe. I guess in my heart I sense I know truth. That somehow I have found the right way, but I'm not sure how I came to this comprehension. Certainly my parents, grandparents, friends, teacher, and pastors over 26 years have had a lot to do with it.
Which begs the question, did I make a decision to believe as the result of a logical decision after considering all the options?I know that I didn't. I cannot comprehend even a fraction of all the options. Furthermore, the belief I ascribe to says that God called me - I didn't seek him. Interesting.
But does that make it any less important that I understand why I believe? In order that I might explain my belief to others in a way that makes some semblance of sense, I don't think so. It's a fascinating point though... my belief is only possible and only validated because God allowed me to believe. Some are
called to believe, but before they
know that they have been called to believe I feel I must be able to talk to them about Christianity in a manner that can be comprehended outside of the certainty of
faith.
So then, is belief the sum of knowledge of certain things known to be true and the balance of things that must be accepted simply through faith?Faith is
described as the "assurance of things hoped for" and the "conviction of things not seen"... things that we cannot approach physically. Is it possible that the entire crux of all religions - even atheism - require a certain degree of faith in things we cannot prove in a tangible world?
So belief systems boil down to two questions:- What are the things we can know which we can prove beyond a doubt, that can be verified and upheld in the physical world?
- Second, what are the things that must be answered through faith - things out of reach of our finite minds and bodies which must simply be accepted with imperfect understanding?
I feel like if I can get my head around what these elements of Knowledge and elements of Faith are, I will have a better understanding of why I believe... and as a result, a fuller understanding of
what I believe.
Someday (hopefully soon) there will be a Part 2 to this post, and where I'll tackle this question. Until then, do you agree with my conclusion that a belief is founded on two primary elements of Knowledge and Faith? Is it necessary for us to understand why we believe what we believe? Do you understand why you believe what you believe?